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hmm so i've decided that i mainly don't write in here much because not many other people do that used to. So it's kinda like i'm half writing to myself. But, for those of you that do still write i suposse i could update you with a little something. Or w/e i guess.

So this summer has been pretty fun so far. I've done a lot kinda but it feels like summer is going by too quick and that i haven't done half the shit that i've actually wanted to and whatnot. But as much as i'm not looking forward to going back to school i definately am looking forward to labor day weekend. I'm going to michigan with Jer and his fam. AND it'll definately be my 17th bday. But ehh to school. that's fo sho.

Work is alright. People get annoying but i mean for the most part i don't have many complaints. so that's good for that part. I'm real glad that Jeremy is like a sweetheart and yeah. I really really really like him. It'll be two months on sunday. It seems like we've been together longer than that. yeah but hmmm...

I saw tons of kool shows so far this summer. I saw Tom Petty (which was definately kick-ass) santana, skid row, kansas, and a lil bit of the doobie brothers. I may or may not see CCR on friday. But yeah.

Well, looks like i'm out.

bye

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Wow... yeah i barely go on the internet anymore. Who knows that might change with summer.

I got a new job... woot woot. I make more $$ and i get better hours. So that's super awesome. I definately am going out with Jeremy now. Which is crazy because he's a super sweetheart. And, like the best cuddler ever. Today i only had one exam and he didn't have any, so i went over to his house and from like 10-2:30 we cuddled on his couch and watched a movie/t.v and talked. It was so cute.

yeah so i can't believe it's summer. it's just like holy shit i've been waiting so long, and it's finally here. I don't know what to do with myself. I'm actually going to cut this short and go to bed, cuz i'm super tired... so goodnight!

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So, yesturday was pretty damn fun. I bet lots of people would agree with me. Interesting fact that i learned this morning. Justin was like yeah nate really wanted to hang out with you. I was like uhh why is that? he's like well that's because he wanted to smoke with you. So i'm thinking hell yeah cuz it's nate...

Me and amber have another funny ass mcdonald's story. ha it was pretty damn ridiculous. Then i was just chillin.

I'll write more later...

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Hmm haven't written in here in a while. I don't really know what to update on. Shit's fucked up but that's usual. I'm definately not in a new semester mood. My classes aren't bad... i'm just like freakin done with school and i really don't feel like trying anymore. Like, at all.

People are really bitchy ... and they like to lie, but i guess that's nothing new.

Today i worked ... then i went out to dinner with amy, jackie, justin, joel, and dale. Then we stopped at the house for a little bit, then came back here and yeah now i'm almost too tired to sleep. If that makes any sense at all.

Alright... well i guess this really has no point. peace

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the past couple of days have been alright. yesturday i hung out with andrea and she straightened my hair, and then we went to see meet the fockers, which was pretty damn hilarious if you ask me. Yeah it was fun hanging with her.

today at school during lunch we sorta played spin the bottle. Well, it was like James played. Ha and me n amber gave him a kiss. what a lucky kid... after school we(amber and me) dropped henry off and then went to dale's... then to greg's and played some pool. It was fun. Then we came to my house... and attemped to play some board games. Then henry and dan showed up. Then alex came to see amber. So it was craziness. Yeah, but fun. Henry played guitar.. ohh yes. Dale was shaking and he scared me to death ... i was seriously worried for a little bit, but he's alright. thank goodness.

not sure what's going on tomorrow. i might chill with amy. that would be fun, because amy's awesome, but idk what we'd do i just gotta call her after work. Or, i'll just end up hanging with amber. But, i told amy i'd do something with her first so i can't just like ditch her... yep well i'm out for now... UNTIL NEXT TIME!

peace!

Love Always,
Maggie

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So guys, I'm in a play!!! you should all come and watch me. It's on february 11th. If you want to know where and what time, holla at me and i'll give you details. Amber plays a slut so i mean at least come to see that... LOL! I play idk some chic ... just come watch it'll be fun, and if it's gay just make fun of me!! =]

Today should have been a snow day! why? because well it snowed quite a bit and hello no school... bottom line, we were jipped!

So i might be going to the Modest Mouse concert with Joel and Justin and whoever else comes i guess. That would be a good show! Yeah... hmm Not sure what my plans are this weekend. I know i work on saturday. And, i know that tomorrow i'll prolly end up going tubing with dale and people but it's not for sure yet. So, yeah.

Well, i'm out for now. So, ADIOS!

Love Always,
Megan

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It's really weird thinking that it's 2005. But, it is. I had sooo much fun last night/this morning. i worked most of the day actually, from 11-6:25 ish. Then Jackie and Amy met at my house. We got ready and went downtown to an italian restaurant which was really yummy. We went to the hell house for the actual new years. I actually saw some friends there that i didn't think would be there... so that was kool i guess. After that we went to eric's house(who i actually used to work with) for a little bit. Then went back to the hell house and went out to the oddyssey with jackie, amy, miles, bob, and greyson, went back to the house for like idk another hour or so then finally got to jackie's house. It was a pretty fun night!We didn't drink at all. Ew, at the oddyssey as i was walking in freakin kube was there with doug and some other people... and Kube's like hey bitch isn't it past your bedtime? I'm like "...Kube, hi..." eww what a homo. I didn't even look at her i was like good Lord just get us a table. Then she tried to talk to miles and he was like ewwwwwww. ha it was funny, but what the hell i haven't seen her/talked to her in more than a month. Not like i really care cuz it's kube, but still... what a bitch.

Yeah tomorrow i gotta say goodbye to Jessica. That's going to be tough, not looking forward to it. But, nothing i can do...

Alright well i'm tired and need sleep so gnight!

Love Always,
Megan

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So last night was pretty fun. I spent the night at sarah's house with amber and dana. Adriana and Jeanette were there for a bit but then they left early. So we did a little partying of our own. It was all in good fun though. Nothing crazy. But most definately fun. Made me have weird dreams though. I seriously thought there was piles of CHEESE on me. haha what .. yeah i know.

I'm excited for tomorrow night. It's new years and i'm going to hang out with Jackie and Amy. We're going to a movie and then we're stopping over at the house and then we're spending the night at Jackie's. So, it'll sorta be a girls night out. I'm looking forward to it because they're so much fun.

Well that's it for now. I'm out!

Love Always,
Maggie

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So, i'm supossed to be working on my english paper... but that's not going to happen. HA. YAY, christmas break starts pronto after school. I'm so not swimming in gym class today either. Because gym quite honestly SUCKS. =]

YAY i can't wait to give everybody their gifts. I hope everybody likes what i got them. I tried my hardest to be creative and actually get people what they would like.

I'm excited to see my sista during X-mas. And, just the fam in general.

Not sure what's all going on during break. i honestly would be happy if i got some time to catch up on some sleep. I've gotten close to none lately. Just cuz i haven't been able to fall asleep lately... idk why either.

Me and dana are wearing tights today... they have lil snowmen on them... yeah we look cute. haha.

I'm excited to see annie over break. I'm not sure when she'll be able to do something, but i haven't seen her in a year and i miss her to pieces... cuz she's such a sweetie! yeah so i hope i get a chance to call her or maybe she'll give me a call too.

i can here the thassophobia stuff from the library... they sound pretty good. They just played some switchfoot. Yeah well i'm out because ms. marver's going to yell at me...

Peace!

Love Always,
Megan

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It was very lovely sleeping in a monday. I mean the actual having to go to school part sucked but i had easy classes and it was a pretty chill day. Then amber came over and we ordered pizza... and pigged out and watched a movie. Had a fun time. haha amber you SLUT!

So i went to target with ma sista tonight and we picked out some hair dye. Except i couldn't do it tonight because i washed my hair already so we're doing it tomorrow. Yeah it'll be kool.

Umm i'm not sure what's going on this week. I might be going to my cousins dorm in whitewater on thursday but i need a ride out there and my mom can't take me. So maybe i could talk to my sista Jessica. Or else i guess we'll just have to do it another time. But it would be fun as hell to go out there. Cuz, last time was fun. Other than that i'm prolly just going to chill.

well i'm out.

Love Always,
Maggie

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What the hell. It's friggin 6 something and it feels like 9 oclock. Good in some ways but when i gots nothing to do it just sucks. ha. w/e all i can say is it'll take a little while to get used to.

I feel icky. and hamburger helper sounds nasty right now for din din. So, i think i'm going to eat something else. yeah, more like i will.

blah. I'm sick of a lot of people right now. But, nothing i can do about it. I'm not the only one thinkin like that though. psssssssssshhha

Maria. i'll update you. I might call u later. Hopefully you'll be home, but it's not that big of a deal. I love you and miss you. Plus i gotta tell you what happened earlier this week. Cuz i got some stuff to tell you.

Umm well i'm going to get going. TTYL!

Love Always,
Maggie

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Why does it gotta be so fucked up all the time? I wonder how i get myself thinking certain things ... yet i don't even know the truth. What is the truth anyways? Am i just too trusting?? is that it? Or am i just STUPID?? is it that i actually am stupid enough to belive it. Fuck it i don't even know anymore.

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Oh man i can hardly keep my eyes open. I don't know why i don't just go to bed. I'm trying to make another good mix. But i need to d/l some more songs.. i just don't know what SONGS to d/l. haha ohh well i'll figure it out tomorrow or something...

Today was pretty fun. Other than working until 5... i hung out with amber, matt, machunka, joel, and jake. Then doug after he got outta work. And andrea, jess, and monica for a little bit. They're always fun to hang out with too. I told them that we should have a girls night some times and just watch movies n stuff. And, i think they're up for it too... so that should be fun. We just kinda chilled at my house for a bit, then went to douglas's house. I actually walked home. Well Joel walked with me like the whole way because i was afraid of getting raped. haha. After everyone left i had a good talking with douglas, joel, and justin. It was good. I like talking to them, cuz we actually have some serious conversations a lot of the time. So, it's cool. They're all becoming my good good friends. I hooked all them kids up at the dq today. haha. I'm so kool ey? ya...

Tomorrow i'm going to my grandma's house for some FOOD. Then i'll prolly be hanging out with some people like usual. Amber said she's got homework though, so who knows. I guess i can always just call doug or something.. cuz it doesn't take that long to walk there or joel or machunka.. idk i'll figure SOMETHING out.

Alright well i'm tired as all hell... i'm gone...

Love Always,
*'~`Megan`~'*

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Whoa. I haven't written in here in forever.

So, schools started. It's alright. My classes are ok. I wish i had more classes with friends. But, whatever that's ususally how it goes.

This weekend wasn't too bad. I worked friday night which sucked, but Amber came and visited. So did monica, andrea, jess, dan and nick. Then the next day i hung out with amber, nick, dan, machunka, joel, monica, matt.. then amber and matt went to a movie and first we were at pop's but then we went to TJ. THen we walked back to pop's .. then to Super America, then to machunka's. It was all good though, because i got exercise. HA, we played tackle football at tj.. that was pretty humorous. Then we went to douglas's house for a little but then amber and i came back to my house and crashed.

My throat hurts like a mo. That's because i'm a dumbass.. haha. =]

Well, Time for me to watch some tv and then daydream and HEAD to bed.

I'm OUT.

Love Always,

~`*'Megan'*`~

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Wow.

It's amazing how people are so different than you really thought. Or that other people really thought. It's Bullshit more like. heh.. aMaZiNg.

So, I was THIS close to kicking nicks ass at bowling tonight. Well ok i got a 151 and he got a 166.. but in my 10th frame i got two strike so i was like holy balls i'm going to beat him... but i didn't. Ohh well 151 isn't too shabby. Ya know i always thought nick was a good guy.. and he proved that too me tonight. Yeah he has his ass-like moments but he's got a good heart.. well i guess you could say he means well. There, that's nicely put.

Joel is my buddy. I seriously missed him when i was gone as odd as that sounds. lol. I missed amber's craziness too. But we're back in the groove. I promised joel and machunka that i'd skate with them the next time i wear shoes. HAHA guys i'm going to prolly kill myself. Ahh but it'll be all fun.

My flight gave me a headache.. and i still have it. RAWR. it's all because this stupid little kid wouldn't stop crying. WTF. THat's what i say.

Well i'm done and yeah Peace!

Love Always,
~'*`Megan`*'~

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So i haven't updated in quite a while, but it's going to be a short one anyways. Me in colorado right now and i've been chillin with my sister. It's been kool. We went camping one night and hiked a few times already. I went to rocky mountain national park .. i saw a BIG horn sheep, some crazy elk , and cute little foxes. And of course tons of mountains.

Yeah it's weird though being gone from everyone. I miss you too Amber. That's why i called you last night too because i'm like ok i haven't talked to amber in a long time so yeah just wanted to hear from ya i guess. It'll go by quick though and then i'll miss my sista again when i come home. I guess ya just can't win either way.

Well i think i'm going to get going cuz i think we're going to be leaving soon.. to go where? idk but somewhere!

Peace out!

Love Always,
~'*`Megan`*'~

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haha so milk is refreshing. I wish it were chocolate, but i guess this will do!WAIT i think i'll make it chocolate!! i'm genius! oOooOOo i made it chocolate mint milk. It may sound sick but it's really delicious! I shit you NOT.

Anyways.. tomorrow i leave for the DELLS. And it'll be tight because i'll get to see my cool cousins. And Andy's actually going to be there longer than planned which is cool cuz i don't really see him too much anymore. YAY Noah's ark and BIG chief here i COME!! I'm getting excited.. cuz i'm just a nerd like that. And i'm hyper all the sudden. It was weird because i was talking to amber on the phone and i was totally out of it, and then i got really hyper. idk maybe i was having amber withdrawals. I'm such a tard.

So my friend maria is a cool chic. We're kinda floating in the same boat. hey maria... if i told you you had a nice body would you hold it against me? OHH man. don't ask that just popped into my mind because we used to be crazy little kids! NEAT-O maria! ok i'm done =]

So i'm going to be a total girl when it comes to packing for the dells.. i can't for colorado because i have limited space on the plane for luggage, but ha i'm going to bring like 3 different shoes no maybe 4.. yeah i'm just retarded all will be sandals xcept for one pair.

We're actually coming back on saturday.. which is kool because then i'll have 2 full days to breathe in between. so amber plan a party k? ok i was obviously joking. But we're seriously going to be chillin a lot in those two days.. and the boys too .

well i'm out!!

PEACE!

Love Always,
~'*`Megan`*'~

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So i have a stomache ache. And, i think i've been feeling sick a lot lately. Like idk i'll just keep getting stomache aches and then all the sudden i just keep sneezing n shit. Idk i'm just weird but it's kinda getting me mad.

So i go on vacation.. well i leave on sunday and then i don't get back until next sunday, then i come back for 2 days then leave AGAIN for another week. So, i feel like i have to do so many things before i leave like idk it's weird. Like tomorrow i'm a dumbass because i told my neighbor that i would bbsit for her, when yeah i could use the money but i really don't want to ... and now that's prolly the only night everyone else will be able to do something. My mom said that she'll be able to take over bbsitting for me for a few hours er whatever but still idk i'm just being retarded. idk i think i'm tired right now so i'm kinda bitching. lol

Anyways, today was fun, i chilled with amber and doug and henry. We went to kruegers and played pool.. haha i so totally suck it's not even funny(actually it is sometimes) but anyways, so we played about two games. Then we went to kohl's because we just wanted to try on some clothes and ha me n amber made the boys try on some preppy stuff... ohh man they looked adorable! i'm so mad at myself that i didn't take my camera with... then me n amber tried some stuff on then we went to mcdonald's and then to dougs house. lol i think henry hates me... hahaha whoooopsy! THEN i went to FUN FUN WORK... yeah gayyyyyy!

Well i'm outta here because i'm tired!

Love Always,
~'*`Megan`*'~

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I sooo do not want to go to work later. But, i pretty much have no choice. Then i gotta make sure that i take off work again for labor day .. hopefully it'll all work out fine. Ahh well she can't just fire me for having to take off because of family vacations all the time... even though this one isn't a "family" vacation. Ahh well my manager won't know that.

So yesturday was fun. Me, Amber, Andy, and Maria went mini-golfing. I haven't mini-golfed in prolly over a year. Then since after we were done it was only like 8 oclock we called ara and went over to her house to chill.. and then a bunch of other people showed up. So, it was a good time. Yep Yep!

I think i'm getting a slight cold or something becuase my nose has been really stuffy lately and i keep sneezing. i just better not be sick next week when i go on vacation. I would cry. no, but it would really suck.

Well i think i'm going to head out for now... because this is all i can say for now.

Love Always,
~'*`Megan`*'~

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So today i went to church-whoo!- then to target and then i talked to amber on the phone a bit, ha it was a crazy conversation because i was just acting all weird. But that could be because i just am weird. Anyways, then DREW called me and i didn't even know it was him on the phone at first and he's like hey what are you doing today i was like well i gotta go to my cousin's bday party. So, i couldn't chill with him. He's my buddy, i miss that kid! So we just ended up talking about stuff for a while then i went to my aunt's house for my cousin's bday party. HA 2 year olds parties are always kickin. haha. It wasn't that bad i just chilled with the fam and talked to my cousin Kathy about stuff and heh yeah.

Then amber ended up coming over for a little bit and we just talked and then she went on her merry way, and now i'm here.

Ha- before we left to go to my cousins though my brother walks into the house and he's holding this thing under his chin and it's all red because he was BLEEDING! so, he ended up going to the emergency room to get it stiched up because he fell skateboarding(SHOCKING I KNOW) haha but he's all good. haha it was a deep cut but it wasn't that bad i guess, well just kidding cuz he did need stiches. LOL. He's just an accident waiting to happen i swear to God! It was crazy though because on saturday i was sitting on the couch watching rat race because it was on tv, and adam and all his friends come in and sit in the living room er whatever. And they were saying how i should go out with his friend justin er something(this kid is 17, but for real looks 12-no joke!!) i'm like sorry guys i'm not attracted to the kid. So, this justin kid walks in and then fucking noah is like megan why don't you and justin go out sometime, and i'm like noah how about u shut up. Then he's like aww why not, i was like because he's umm ... adam's friend. HA but then they were like ohh idk it was retarded, but funny at the same time, but i wasn't just going to be like because you're UGLY, cuz that's just mean! haha it was a good laugh for me at least!!=]

well i think i'm going to head out, cuz i've got nothin more to say right now, so PEACE...

Amber- I LOVE YOU!!

Love ALways,
*'~`Megan`~'*